HeartLESS..

halu reader..

assalamualaikum uols...

gud morning..

today bgn awal (kenenlaa awal)..weee..haha

coz td i need go to clinic..

have appointment with doctor today.. hmm..

sgt malas.. neway..

thanks doctor Comel..

serius doktor tu comel??... nahh.. biasa jer pn..(actly i hate doctor)..shh

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as usualy.. my sickness msh blum hilang2..

myb ALLAH S.W.T sayang kt ak ne.. tu la saje bagi ak sakit..spyah ak igt kt dia kan kan kan..

weeee... :))

arini nosebleed lg..lepas mandi ja msti nosebleed..aiyaa.. apa pun xbole..

haha..

rasa mau mati pun ada jga.. wht?..

jgan ckp yg teda2 ok...

sabar..Allah swt sayang kita,, tula dia bg sakit..

just like the doctor said..

again.. thanks doctor..:))

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sometimes.. i just need someone to hold me back..

and tell me.. i wont let you go... i wont break your heart...

its not a promise... just a word to makes u believe me...

please believe me,.. thats all i need..

but its seem like.. i dont believe anyone anymore...stupid right??

MY HEARTLESS..wont give me a chance to believe you you you...

coz it seem like. everyone that i start to like its going to break my heart..

it complicated... klu mcm ne sampai bila2 la xkan ada org sayang ko dayang...hmm..

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i know.. someone somewhere out there understand me well...

well semua org ada pasangan msing2 rite...

sama jga mcm ak.. ak percaya dan yakin...

HE" will find me...

you know..ya u laa ba"..:)... u had 5 years more to FIND me... and i FIND you...

then we can complete our love life by JUST MARRIED thing..:)

i hope.. till that time we find each other,..i am ready to LOVE u wit all my heart...

To be isteri soleha of you.. and to be suami yg soleh of mine..

my love its only for my HALAL ones..

ya Allah swt..

Jaga hati ini... jiwa ini...and perasaan ini...

InsyaAllah..

MY Last few month..:)

hello my reader..
long time no post entry rite...haha..
sory benget deh.. ak lg ngak ada story mau d cerita in..
anyway.. selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin yer uolzz.. ceh x tlmbt lg kn..:)
today im back to my all routine life..
tv.. tdr.. mkn.. tv...tdr...no outing2 lg..
my friends smua sda smbung study durg..
well student Degree kan...hurmm.
wht a boring life.. boipren pn xda.. kwn pn xda..hmm..
apa pun xbole..haha..silly life of mine...

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today.. nothing much i do here...
boring.. boring... boring...
alone...alone...alone..
no body to talk to..
no body to chat with
well as i said before...no one can understand me...
such a weird girl i am kan..-_-

neway.. how are you my cute and gojes readers....
i hope u all doing well..sihat2 gituu..:)
me?.. sgt x sihat...haha
i still got my fever...cough...running nose..cold..
and even epistaxis over again..(nose bleed)..:(
suddenly mcm hari2 sda nose bleeding ne..aiya..haha
my mum blik2 suruh p klinik.. tp mls la...esk la p..
trus mau test darah.. coz mcm weird pla ne malar hdung bedara..
but its just a blood test kan...nothing to worries.. 
and i wish nothing serious la.. hopefully..

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lately...
im so losing my mind..i duno y..
mybe coz i am over thinking of you...
do you know wht!!,.. i miss u so much...
i wish that i can tell you..
but i just CANT...stupid rite..
sda rindu tp pura2 lg....hmm..

egoo.....

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Okey... u are the winner...
Game Over...
Im falling in love with you
congrats to you..yahh you laaa...
so for that..
i am going away...
no text.. no whtapp..
i need to distance myself from you..
its hurt u know falling...
i do love you.. really really like you,,..:)
but i know u dont even care about it rite..
 its okey.. its all fault..Iam the only one that fall..
im SORRY...really sorry..

Be with you makes my day wonderfull...
i cant wait to text you.. i cant wait to makes u laugh "i even miss our "hahaha..".."the siputt things".
and All the sweet word u give to me..
i do miss our Gud morning text..really missed it..:(
also all the things we had for the last a few month back...
i know we are just friend.. just friend.. thats all... thats killing me inside..
as you said before.."Protect YOUR heart"..
and we need "kurangkan apa yg terlebih"..
even i know this is hard for me...
but  i guess this is the best for you friends...:)
i hope you doing well there without me...
last but not least...
i hope we will ALWAYS be FRIENDS..
Coz you are only one can understand me..
and my bad.. i let you go..
~lovesiputgongok
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