AKU yg dulu bukan yg sekarang..

HALLO reader.. its been so long since i dont post anything in this blog...heee...maafkan saya..soryy..
well im so busy lately...really2 busy.. but its ok actly...good for my mind and olso my LITTel tiny Heart...kicik betul ba hati saya ne smpai org suka2 mau pijak..adededehhh...haha... but now i already put on wall around my heart.. and hoping that no one can break it out again again again..tet.. as before...
ya ALLAH SWT.. jagala hati ini sngguhnya hamba mu ini sgt lemah hatinya...amin.,:(

so now the important thing is my work.. my life.. and my family..need to focus.. saya young lg ba.. young and gojes lg kan...petik jari seja ba ne..tingal pilih seja c mama bilang...haha... so there is no such thing as LOVE love LOve.. enough for that... its time for me to recover... my heart need time.. so for those trying to make me fall in love again..aceheceh... mcmla ada kan... sorry i guess i need to reject u all..and again sorry..opsss..:)

FOLLOW the rules..
1) no time to be sad..
2) enjoy life..
3) dont be desperate... hello.. u are worth more than that..
4) believe ur self..
5) stop thingking about HIM.. coz if he love u..he would never do that.. especially making u cry...
yaiii crying mcm baby.. bikin malu btl kan.. common la..hati dan perasaan mimang begitu.. but now i guess enough already..i try my best and this is what i get...THANK YOU VERY MUCH..:)..
6) i hope u happy.. doakan dia bahagia dunia akhirat..amin...:)
7) i will never hate you.. remember that..so please put a smile on your face..like i did..:)
8) work hard...
9) kerja..hidup and family thats all for now..
10) MOVE ON..and keep walking princess..

~waiting you its like waiting rain in the drought... Useless and full of disappointed...

❤ Belajarlah untuk kehilangan dia..andai dia bukan jodoh kamu ✔
❤ Belajarlah untuk tabah..andai dia pergi dari hidup kamu ✔
❤ Belajarlah untuk menerima hakikat..yang dia bukan milik kamu ✔
❤ Belajarlah untuk berhenti mencintai dia..andai cinta dia bukan untuk kamu ✔

Keep the faith and believe

Keep the faith and believe !

Allah menguji kita dengan sesuatu yang sangat kita sayang,
Kita diberi cubaan dengan kehilangan,
Allah menguji kita dengan sebuah impian yang amat kita harapkan.

"… Jika seseorang hadir dalam hidup kamu dan menjadi sebahagian daripada kamu , tetapi atas sebab tertentu dia terpaksa pergi, jangan terlalu sedih , terimalah kenyataan itu dan sekurang-kurangnya dia pernah membahagiakan kamu …"

Alhamdulilah... seeing you happy.. makes me happy..:)

Dear your heart..

Dear your heart...
its already 18days since that days.. i hope that u okey with dat..coz i know my heart still felt the same way as before...nd still missing u and that killing me inside...

u know wht.. i try my best to be ur friends..:)).. yes i can be ur friend..and i really really really want to be ur friends..mcm kita dlu3 sblm kapel..best kan...teasing each other..no sad thing..just happy.. tp syg im not strong enough.. my heart telling me that "she hurt so much thinking of us in title of " just friend..
so i stop texting u.. stop looking for you..and try my best to igore u..:(
and i did...but it seem that my heart hurt again.. smua srba nda kena kann...everything feels so apart..my mind and my heart making me complicated..so i guess i need time to be alone..just me..my heart and my mind..:)
i know dat all my post in fb shown how happy i was.. but truly if u know me.. i am not that happy.. i am just a girl that trying to hide all
her sadness.. and i wnt u know dat i am okey wit that even if im NOT..:).

and as time goess.....

~She will chase you around for a while but there's going to be a day when she gonna stop running in circles around you because she trying to get over you and at that moment she realize how Tired and HUrt she is_wishing and wating you to do the same thing for HER..:)

APAlettu...mylife..haha

guess wht?.. arine cuti lagi loh.. neway happy full blast coz dpt rehat yg scukupnya after berkerja 20 hours non stop..ohmagiad..
well sda start kerja shif malem..of course la penat gila mau mampus...
tp best kerja malam...ndala busy mcm kerja pagi n of course kerja petang yg buat ak mcm teda life..
serius.. i hate kerja ptg..XDA life dude.. msk kerja jam 2 balik jam 9 mlm...blik kerja trus tidur.. bngun tdr p kerja lg..serius xda LIFE KLU MCM TU...
and
i love kerja pagi even ak terpaksa mmbuka mata seluas2 and memaksa diri tuk bngun d awal pagi.. LOL.. tp berbaloi2.. ptg bole rest2.. and n wondering.if ak sda kawin nti mesti best dpt sambut my lovely husband balik dri kerja...aisyee...(trep mau kawin dgn husband yg kerja waktu pejabat)i mean 8am-5pm...hahaha.. taek kushing btl... fuhhh...
neways wht hppen to my relationship skrg?.. apa mau kawin sda??...
hmm..lama sda ak nda stori mory kan.. well.. everything goes so much better rite now.. and most important thing is..:HE UNDERSTAND ME AND MY WORK of course..i feel that i am so lucky to have him in my heart...sob sob s0b... tiba2 mau touching2..awww dalam hati ada taman berbunga2  taik ayam...hahaha...

my life?..
yahhh... full of smile.. happiness...luck... success... learning a new things... hurt?..nahh..ada la skit2..haha..
ari2 kerja la yg pnting,,, there is no much time playing around mcm dulu2... kerja..kerja..n trus bkrja..
beginila life org sda bkerja...baru ak faham.. thats y dlu my bebeh slalu xda masa tuk ak..sbb busy kerja.. and rite now me and him.. even busy mcmna skalipun.. still we do had spend time together... n i miss him so much...n i hope that he knows..true from my heart...:((.. sadihh la konon2..pdahal ari2 texting..mau lg rindu2..puiii gete2 dangdut btl..

my family?
hope smua shat2 d kay-kay...0_0... mau balikkkkkk...dei homesick la mcm2..T_T
my mom and my dad.. yihaaaa... bru balik dr beijing... guess wht ole2 yg ak dpt?....
i got handbag... GUCCI handbag... jgn jeles...hahhaa...
 i love u mama and bapa.. sbb sgt memahami ur little daughter..yepiiiii...:))

my friend?
rindu banget sama kamu smua... specially..T:H:E:M...

(SEMUALA BA yg d sabah etu..).. :))..

ok..thats all for now... its time for me to sleeepp...againn....
MODOP trus.. soryyy eyes..face,,body..nd my beloved blogi i need some rest..
need to HIBERNATE my self.. bubye... nti ak update lg...

Assalamualaikum..n have a nice days//

Bahagia lagi..

Halu my all reader...haha..happpy sgt lettu.. tgk tajuk entry pun i dah tahu...hehe..
anyway.. just mau update.. everything goes so much better rite now..
kite bahagia lg..LOL..GEDIK..mintapuji..hahaha
actly ak dgn cop my mr apple dah ok seperti sedia kala.. ALHAMDULILAH

RINDU sgt dgn dia.....
nd arine dia DEMAM..ciannn...huhu..
sory hby...i busy kerja nda dpt mau lyn dia 24h...-_- (apa punya gf laa)..
wondering mcmna la nti klu ak dah jadi BINI dia yg sah..(INSYA ALLAH)..
siannn laa..
Bini jaga org sakit..tpi laki sndiri nda dpt mau care sgt...
anyway I LOVE U SO MUCH...

p/s: kan dah ckp... kita gadu dgn dia..gadu2 manja jah.. xbole mau gadu lama2.. Hati rinduu tau....hehe..PUIII sweet mcm taik2 kn..haha...

My heartache

my heartache... don't know y...
myb its because that thing that ruins my mind lately and cause my heart so much in pain...

Dear heart please don't expect anything..
-HE will not be the same as he use to be again.. understand that....
-HE will not be always beside u when you need..
-HE will not texting u 24h everydays..
-HE will not do the same activity that u used to do with you..
-HE will not spend a lot of his time just for you...

YES..HE CHANGED..

BUT all the thing that your heart should remember...
-HE always THINKING of you..everytime even if he has a lot things to do...
-HE TEXT you..and the shortest text that he would send is "i love u"n "i miss u"..
-HE always spend time for u even if he so TIRED listen to you..
-HE will gets angry and said hurtful words because he LOVE u. and regret it after all he said.. 
-HE always beside you..and when u need him.. just remember he always in your mind..
-HE wanted to do everything with you..  but dear the is TIME running away..

suddenly...

halo..gudmorink my reader.. long time no post rite.. sory sangat2 busy kerja loh.. i really really dont have time at all...hmm...

so apa cerita tiba2 suddenly...
gosh bgn td pagi mata bengkak mcm bolaa...kwn tnya napa mata ko bengkak smcm arine..
kite jwb.. xtau la.. kena gigit lipas kali smlm..HAHA..funny..
actly smlm ada org ngis diam2... hmm.. xtau la hati rasa sakit sgt..tu la mau ngiss tiba2 ja airmata ne...
sob sob sob...mcm tu ka bunyi ngis..HAHA..again funny...-__-

ok fine.. mmg mcm budak2.. MANJA.. skit2 mau ngis..apalaaa... tu pun mau ngis... MATANG SKIT LA...
actlly last nite is the first time i cry bcos of...........................................................

nda tau la knpa.. lately ak rasa sunyi sngt.. hmm..sbb rindu yg teramat kali kan.. tu la sunyi...
nd busy sgt smpai xda msa mau luangkan bersama...

lps tu smlm..try nak lpskan rasa rindu dgn dia...tpi lain pla jadinya.....................................
myb ak yg xfhm dia.. dia busy..penat...tiba2 ak mgada2 mintapuji..mau dia on whtapp la..mcm2.. KAN KENA MARA..padan muka ak...

xda niat pun mau bt dia mara..SORRY syg... lepas ne jadi MATURE ok...
FINE.......lps ne xmau ganggu dia..klu dia xmsg..means dia busy n xda masa tuk ak..so ak pn kna fhm..no need to gatal tgn mau msg..on whtapp ka or whatever it is..and KALU RINDU..simpan dlm hati.. xpyh BANYAK ckp...BANYAK Tanya..nd minta mcm2...
ok take noted..i will try even if thats makes me hurt and die that much-waiting...........