Dear your heart..

Dear your heart...
its already 18days since that days.. i hope that u okey with dat..coz i know my heart still felt the same way as before...nd still missing u and that killing me inside...

u know wht.. i try my best to be ur friends..:)).. yes i can be ur friend..and i really really really want to be ur friends..mcm kita dlu3 sblm kapel..best kan...teasing each other..no sad thing..just happy.. tp syg im not strong enough.. my heart telling me that "she hurt so much thinking of us in title of " just friend..
so i stop texting u.. stop looking for you..and try my best to igore u..:(
and i did...but it seem that my heart hurt again.. smua srba nda kena kann...everything feels so apart..my mind and my heart making me complicated..so i guess i need time to be alone..just me..my heart and my mind..:)
i know dat all my post in fb shown how happy i was.. but truly if u know me.. i am not that happy.. i am just a girl that trying to hide all
her sadness.. and i wnt u know dat i am okey wit that even if im NOT..:).

and as time goess.....

~She will chase you around for a while but there's going to be a day when she gonna stop running in circles around you because she trying to get over you and at that moment she realize how Tired and HUrt she is_wishing and wating you to do the same thing for HER..:)